Sad :(

I am a little sad.

I had a bunch of people over last night and we had a great time. Sat around eating and talking, it was great! that's not what I am sad about.

There are many bonus's about being single. You don't have to cook if you don't want to, you can make your room anyway you want to...

...but last night when people were talking about having people over, I thought... I never get invited to those things. I was talking to my friend the other day and she said, oh, I just met So&So and his wife, So& Sew, I think I am going to have (a list of people) over for dinner. I wasn't on the list and I know all of those people and I get along with those people, but I don't get thought of, I think, because I am not part of a couple. I am not part of "The Fillinlastname's". If I was to get invited over, there's no one for the husband "to play with". (And by the way - J&T never do this)

You know, I am well aware of what's missing in my life, and I know people don't mean to but sometimes I feel like it gets thrown in my face again, just like when I was a kid, I get picked last.

I don't know, maybe they just don't like me...

Dear God, Your good works are abound in Thailand Lord, please give the people that are being touched peace so they are open to Your word, and Salvation that comes only from knowing and accepting You. In Jesus' mighty name. Amen