I was never a huge fan of Easter as a kid, we weren't even C&E Catholics, we went on Christmas, that's it. As a kid, I thought, so He rose from the dead, He's Jesus, He can do anything. And even as Phyllis grew up I didn't go to church on Easter because it was too packed. I went almost every other Sunday.
As an adult, and as the mother of a teenager who I want to chase after God like crazy, I know the impact Jesus had. I suck. I need His grace to wash over me like Niagara Falls, and I still won't be clean enough.
I went to church yesterday morning, and as my daughter could atest, I sang my heart out all day for/to a God who loves me SO much. I am so undeserving, but I am glad to have it.
As an adult, and as the mother of a teenager who I want to chase after God like crazy, I know the impact Jesus had. I suck. I need His grace to wash over me like Niagara Falls, and I still won't be clean enough.
I went to church yesterday morning, and as my daughter could atest, I sang my heart out all day for/to a God who loves me SO much. I am so undeserving, but I am glad to have it.
I sit and wish that I understood His love longer than I have. But you can't change the past, right? I think there are so many good and bad points to not being a Christ Follower all your life. I often feel so far behind everyone else because I don't know as much Bible as everyone else. BUT in every new verse and lesson, I am more and more excited about what God has done and continues to do in my life. I am learning a little more every day that He loves me more than I can ever imagine and that is just amazing. I am learning that HE wants to be my everything. He doesn't want to be 2nd to anyone. I am amazed that He wants me that much.
This Easter, like everyday, becomes more like Thanksgiving. He gives us so much to be thankful for, because He is our everything.
Rev 1:8 (NIV) 8"I am the Alpha and the Omega," says the Lord God, "who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty."
Rev 1:8 (msg) 8The Master declares, "I'm A to Z. I'm The God Who Is, The God Who Was, and The God About to Arrive. I'm the Sovereign-Strong."
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