My asthma has been pretty bad the last week or so. I feel like I am sensitive to everything. The minute something changes, I start coughing and can't breath. Using an inhaler doesn't work for me so I just have to let it ride.
It's annoying.
We are staying at an AirBNB and they disclosed no TV and wifi which seems crazy enough but no air in the summer in the woods... makes for a musty cabin. And I get it if you are a deer hunter and you like rustic things. I don't. LOL. At this point there isn't time to hunt around for a place so I will make do.
What am I sensitive about? That I am so dang high maintenance sometimes.
Now if I would have known... I would not have chosen to stay here. And if I had known... I'd have no room to complain. But I didn't know. And I don't like it. It was such a great day, I am trying not to focus on it.
It's hard to be distracted by coughing and not being able to breathe. It's hard year after year feeling like you're too much and not enough all at the same time!
We ended up leaving the AirBNB and staying at a hotel. It actually felt so good to make a decision to just do what was best for me.
Sometimes I am so worried about what others think, I don't do what's best for me!
I coughed less today. which honestly felt amazing!
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