You know you pray and you pray and you pray and finally you get an answer that you don’t want. An answer that even though you know you are good enough, it makes you feel like you are not.
You know that somehow in faith, you have to trust that this is the right thing, even if you don’t like it. You have to know that around the next corner there is the possibility of greatness, just waiting for you.
I feel like I am continually riding a roller coaster. Two step forward, one step back. Still forging ahead. But sometimes it’s a few steps forward… then boom, right on my butt. The thing is, that I will press on, I will keep going because I do indeed know that God has great plans for me...
I know this is very general... the wounds are too deep to be focused.
Jer 8:18 O my Comforter in sorrow, my heart is faint within me.