Passion is a gritty kind of love, tough and

optimistic enthusiasm that overcomes negativity and inconvenience to make it

through to the end. (10,000 Reasons Overflow)

Monday, March 26, 2007


You know you pray and you pray and you pray and finally you get an answer that you don’t want. An answer that even though you know you are good enough, it makes you feel like you are not.

You know that somehow in faith, you have to trust that this is the right thing, even if you don’t like it. You have to know that around the next corner there is the possibility of greatness, just waiting for you.

I feel like I am continually riding a roller coaster. Two step forward, one step back. Still forging ahead. But sometimes it’s a few steps forward… then boom, right on my butt. The thing is, that I will press on, I will keep going because I do indeed know that God has great plans for me...

I know this is very general... the wounds are too deep to be focused.

Jer 8:18 O my Comforter in sorrow, my heart is faint within me.


KayMac said...

I am sorry you are going through a hurtful time. I will be praying for you.

And try padding...that is what I use cuz I end up on my butt alot!

Jada's Gigi said...

I am so sorry too...I'm praying and the padding is a great one
but remember He didn't save you to use you...its all about love.

Amber Land said...

Speaking from experience. I know that when you are hurting the most God can do the most healing. I found a card yesterday from my Dad that said in short, stand. It was in a really hard time in my life, shortly after God made a great turn around in my life. So stand, when you've done all you can do stand (or kneel). God has great plans for you.