This pretty much fits my life... and I might add, I never go home. To a fault.
This is totally my personality. I do everything big, that's why I loved 90's hair.
This can be a fault sometimes. But one thing, that I love about me is that I love SO big.
Today I saw one of our Fuel students, she hasn't been in awhile, I haven't given up on praying for her. I have a feeling, there is a battle going on inside of her. God will win, but sometimes that destruction is difficult. Today she was especially hard. That also means that little jerk is working overtime. I couldn't help but begin to pray right then. To start praying for God to work like crazy on her heart (yes, I know He is already doing it). I couldn't help but wonder, as her youth staff what could I have done differently. I then really started to tear up, there is not one heart that I am willing to give up to that little jerk, NOT ONE! And as the band was playing "inside out" I just lost it, I stopped, I took a minute, and I said, whatever it is God, use me, use me to touch the lives of the students, for You.
Open hearts. Please pray for hearts to be opened and God to pour in.
Mark 9:35 "Everything is possible for him who believes."