I think at some point in your life, if you are lucky, you realize that no matter how good you are or what good you've done, you realize that you are underserving and for every step, around every corner, every blessing, you should be greatful because you are completely undeserving.
I kind of laugh when people say "you deserve that" and it's a good thing, I always think "you have no idea, I don't deserve a good thing, ever, I'm a wretch". I know where I've been, and I know who got me out of it, and I am completely undeserving. For any good thing, I am completely undeserving.
I stood up, looking at the snow, which I hate, I love summer, I hate snow, and immediately I thought, He has a plan, there must be a reason... And so I believe that God is preparing a good summer for me, without winter snow, the water is too low in the summer, it means we can't get to all the places we love. I try to remember His plan is much greater than mine, and I am completely undeserving and as much as I hate snow, I am greatful for it.