It’s a crazy thing. You’d think I’d have some sort of self esteem. I mean, other than low.
I can’t accept a blessing because I feel like it’s comes from pity, not love.
I can’t accept a compliment because I feel like you only say it because you think you should say it.
You can’t understand why I never want to try new things or do things I’m not good at. I don’t need anything else in my life to suck at.
I don’t just want to scream “I DO MATTER” but most importantly I want to believe it!!