Today we had our Alive Staff Meeting. It's one of those things that I look forward to and dread at the same time!
I've been feeling "tugged" for awhile. My prayer: Show me God, show me where I belong, and God make it clear, I'm not that smart. And He has. And it's been amazing. Doors are slowly closing and others are slowly opening.
Today we did something different, we did this "alone time with God" all of us in the room. We were supposed to pray for ourselves. I have a problem with that. I normally don't pray for me, I mean I do, but I can easily find myself standing in the gap for someone else. It's not difficult to put someone else at the top of my prayer list. Maybe it's because I think I'm not worthy, which I'm not (but God in me I guess kind of makes me worthy - idk). But today, I prayed for me.
Where do you want me God? I've been praying that prayer for weeks, but today, in the alone time, He answered. You want to know the answer I got?
Simple. Not doing this or doing that. I want you with Me.
Sometimes things are just that. Simple.
1 John 4:19 We love because he first loved us.