Ok, so I'm sitting in the kitchen and I'm about to lose my mind. My heart is breaking.
"just because we're forgiven doesn't mean there isn't consequences"
My daughter wants to go away to college. And I can't afford it because of the choices I've made.
I live in one of those 'catch 22' situations. I make too much for her to get free college (grants) but I don't make enough to pay for it myself. Ugh. I figured it out. If I get rid of the house, live in a $500/month apartment and no cable, i might be able to pay for her college. That is if she gets no scholarships. Now hopefully she will. College is the only thing really that we argue about, and its stupid.
"don't you trust Me".
Oh, do we have to go there today God?
I trusted Him to provide a way for her to go to that summerstudio in June, and before I asked, there was an envelope on the counter that had the answer. That's how my God works.
I gotta trust in the small stuff and the big stuff.
Praying for open doors. And we will walk right through.
I've got to just realize that His grace covers my sins. And His grace can pay for college. And His grace will lead me Home.
2 Cor 12:9 But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.