I'm crying right now. I'm crying because I've done more today physically than I ever thought possible.
And because I'm not scared. I've been worried for two days about 'what if'.
What if nothing. Its a scale. it measures weight, not heart. I know that I have put everything I am into this weightloss, of my body weight and baggage that I've been carrying around. I'm losing it all!
That scale has absolutely no power over me! None. I will work hard until I have achieved the results I want and need for me! No matter what that scale says on Saturday.
I can control how much effort comes out of my body and what nutrition goes in, and so that I will do.
God does not command me to be powerless, no, He says to stand strong in Him, I know He is my Supplier, my Strength, my Source for everything, He is the love that I long for everyday. And so I will do that the rest of my days!
1 Cor 9:24-25 24Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.
25Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever.