Sunday, August 15, 2010
hands of provision
Its a very simple picture. Its not the Hands of God but some small child I think holding currants. Most people probably don't even know what currants are, they are not the most popular of fruits, I probably wouldn't even know, but I remember when I was little eating currant jelly. I don't remember what it tastes like, but I do remember liking it.
Maybe its because the voices in my head are so loud that I can't seem to hear anything, its complete chaos in there (my mind seriously is a dark and scary place) but this picture is so simple. Two hands holding currants.
It reminds me that God always provides. Today He provided me with a friend who wouldn't take no for an answer. It was what I needed. I just needed to talk, and to cry, and to laugh.
I can't wait to put my picture up. I do need to go get a frame, why I didn't get one at IKEA I am not sure. I guess its a good excuse to go back :)
I'm not physically tired, I am not even spiritually tired, I just don't know where to go. I feel kind of 'stuck'. I know that I have to clear out the craziness, I know that I want to go in His direction, I just don't know where His direction is for me. I know that I have to be still (ever notice that I struggle with that... lol) but I also know what so much He has put Gal 6:9 on my heart.
Gal 6:9 Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Reaping a harvest
He always provides.