And I want to throw up!
I am running a 5K on Saturday. I love to run (even though I'm slow) but running in 5Ks, 10Ks, 1/2 marathons, and soon full marathons makes my stomach hurt. I'm slow, which means I come in close to last. I hate that. But at least I'm faster than those who will still be sleeping! But still, it totally messes with my head and heart.
Also, I was invited to speak at a Mother's Day luncheon on April 30th. Ohmyword. So nervous. I wonder, the moment I step up there, will they all just get up and walk out? Yikes. I hope I don't blow it. I pray that God's story in my life brings Him honor and the glory He deserves. But it makes me want to throw up.
Just gonna hand all of this over to the One who can handle it all.
Eph 2:10 (NLT) For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.