Passion is a gritty kind of love, tough and

optimistic enthusiasm that overcomes negativity and inconvenience to make it

through to the end. (10,000 Reasons Overflow)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I have life!

I feel like I am walking in the valley of death.  In the last month or so I’ve known 4 people in the last month who have died.  People I’ve known and loved and truly cared about.  I’m tired of death.

I was exposed to death at a very young age, my mom died when I was 16 months old, I can remember going to a funeral at the age of 6.  I can remember a friend of mine went to her first funeral when she was in her 30s, I remember being almost shocked by that.  I don’t even cry sometimes, especially if they know Jesus.  I only cried once at my gramma’s funeral and it was because I was hugging two beautiful young girls (Phyllis & Erica) who were crying, she was sick and she knew Jesus, sounds weird but there wasn’t much to cry about.

I’m saddened by death, but I know that death from earth is necessary.  I know this.  But death of your soul is not. There is life, there is hope, there is joy, there is Jesus.  There is true life, life everlasting.  When I am tired, and weak, when I am sad, I think of Jesus.

When I went to Christ the Good Shepherd we said Psalm 23 at every mass.  I am thankful.  I can say it without really thinking about it, etched into my heart.
 1 The LORD is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
 3 he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
   for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
   through the darkest valley,[a]
I will fear no evil,
   for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
   they comfort me.

 5 You prepare a table before me
   in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
   my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
   all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD

I don’t know what will come of the next couple days, memorial services, funerals.  But I do know that He guides me, loves me, and never leaves me. It may feel like I walk in the valley of death, but I have faith that I walk in true life.

1 comment:

Jada's Gigi said...

beautiful post, sister! Such truth! Plus HE always brings Life out of death...its just His way.