Passion



Passion is a gritty kind of love, tough and

optimistic enthusiasm that overcomes negativity and inconvenience to make it

through to the end. (10,000 Reasons Overflow)


Wednesday, January 04, 2012

ugh

In the pure tradition of being honest, I am disgusted with myself.

My pants are cutting off my circulation.

Ugh.

And I stepped on the scale this morning only to discover that I weigh more than I've weighed in a decade.

Say it with me.

Ugh.

Yes, I know, this doesn't define me.

Yes, I know my pants size doesn't determine my heart.

Yes, I know Jesus loves me.

But it's me who is not thrilled with who I am.

Being disappointed did not stop me this morning, actually it motivated me to get my act together.

I read the bible.  I was a little confused because I thought i was told that Noah was a drunk and God used Him anyway... however in Gen 3 it says that he was righteous... I need to figure that out because it's bugging me. Either way, I am thankful that God uses me inspite of me.  In spite of my mistakes.  In spite of my short-comings.

I packed my breakfast (hard boiled eggs). Logged my food for the morning including my snacks for the day.  Instead of a cake for my birthday, my friend brought me fruit :)  she knows me and loves me!!

I will do my exercises this evening.  100 crunches, 60 pushups (I did 50 yesterday), stretching, and walking a mile and thinking about doing my kettle ball DVD. 

And for the record, not that you asked, if I would have been able to pick between Bob and Dolvett... Dolvett all the way! 

Also going to make this Broke Bean Stew

1 comment:

Deb said...

Dolvett? Really? I don't know. I think I would have chosen Bob. Simply because Bob has always been there and I "know" Bob and I am completely resistant to change.

As for your weight. I'm right there with ya, sister. I had lost about 40 lbs since last year...and then gained five after our cruise...and then have continued to gain...don't ask me how much, as I refuse to get on the scale! My "fat" pants are now fitting well...and they used to fall off of me. So not good! I will press on....and exercise ...tomorrow. I can't today - already took my shower and we have church tonight and I can't possibly take another shower. I know - excuses. And this season is all about not having any excuses...yes? ;)