Passion is a gritty kind of love, tough and

optimistic enthusiasm that overcomes negativity and inconvenience to make it

through to the end. (10,000 Reasons Overflow)

Thursday, October 25, 2012

What's going on...

I think I haven't had a day that I haven't cried in a week and a half. Maybe a little longer. My stomach is always in knots. I always feel like I'm gonna puke no matter what or even if I eat. 
I'm sure it's just nerves. I'm hoping the voodoo cocktail kicks in soon! 
The good news? When I puke I don't have to count the calories (happened today). 
I thought I was having a good day. Listened to the bible all day today God was knockin it out of the park for me today... But then I got all nerved up. I tried not to be afraid or nervous when I got lost in a super shady part of Detroit but I was like "whoa toto we are not in Kansas anymore" . Thankfully I got to have dinner with my stepmom and that's always good.... But on the way home... I started to cry and then got all worked up and puked (thankfully I had a cup in the car and I was stuck at a train).
I tell you all this to ask you to pray.  Pray that I stop getting nerved up and that God would give me some peace over the millions of things I have going on. Whether I should go to Haiti in December... And tons of other stuff. Peace and clarity.

Good night

I'm still thankful!!

1 comment:

Mrs. Mac said...

Stress can cause so much bodily harm and mental anguish .... hoping you can get beyond this and soon. Love you little sis.