It was easier not to feel. Before I knew what love was. The kind of love where you leave yourself out there, it was easier. Sure I always wanted that, but I never really had it. Until one day the walls came down and I trusted someone other than Jesus with my heart.
And I want it again. And as I am walking in the woods quiet with God I get the sense that I will. As if the Holy Spirit calms and says just wait. Look at this picture God painted you, He has great things but its not just your heart that has to be prepared.
I looked up into the sky through the trees and it looked like a heart. Maybe that's what I wanted to see but nonetheless that's what I saw.
Learn who you are. Learn what you love about yourself and know all the rest was created by God for His glory. All these beautiful trees they are nothing compared to the magnificent beauty that God has created in you. Stop listening to every voice that has spoken anything but love to you. Only listen to Him.
You are beautiful.
Greater things will come.
Do what you're called to do. Nothing more.
I will supply the needs you are to fill.
I'll make a way, a crazy path, I've already set it into motion. Your obedience and faithfulness to Me has brought you to this place. Keep walking in obedience, you were created for such a time as this.
It will all come in My time.