Wednesday, June 05, 2013
Growing and moving
I’ve been reading a lot. I’ve been reading and listening to books that are stretching me and growing me. There were so many times I’d say “oh that’s great, but I could never do that” I think I might have even said a time or two or thousand “I’m no Mother Teresa” well, that’s true, I am no Mother Teresa. God didn’t make me that way. But as I grow in Him, I believe the impossible for my life. I believe I am going to open that community center. I don’t know where the money will come from, I don’t know if any one will buy my book (book sales will all go to the community center – the old co-dependent me thinks $2 will go towards it, but the part of me who loves and trusts God thinks it will be thousands and thousands! – not because of me but because of God) but I trust God that He will give me the words.
I am working on my book in my heart. It’s time to start putting words to the page. I am going to start writing. Though I can’t figure out when. HAHA! In the past I’ve asked God to block out our time together, and He has been faithful (as He always is) so I will ask for a weekend (and the money) to be alone and write like crazy. I’m going to be working on the outline this weekend. I will be faithful in my small things and let God take care of the rest. Just like I did what small things I could do to get fruit and I let God change my heart in big ways.