They got me this really beautiful compact mirror. It comes at a funny time. It's the first time in my life that I've ever felt beautiful enough to look in that mirror. I've had moments in my life that I thought I looked nice but to say I really believe that I'm beautiful is pretty amazing, the work God had done in my heart is pretty huge.
I feel like for the first time in my life I am worthy. Worthy of the Love that God has for me because I've found my purpose because I'm in His presence. I have crazy joy.
Often though its not hard to look at the mistakes of my past and wonder if I will always be that.
I'll tell you, I have to fight that. That I am not who I used to be. I am! I am who God created me to be and I've found a kind of joy and peace that I've never known before!
It's nuts I tell you!!
I am asking you, if you're the praying type, that you pray for me.
Pray that I stay focused on Jesus and if it means I have to do hard things, that i do them with grace and love and courage.
Another thing I need prayer for is my foot. It hurts. After just one day of running around on my feet, my right foot really really hurts. And today was nothing compared to a half day of the mission trip. It's gonna be hard a road if it doesn't get healed.
Pray that God protects me. From whatever comes my way that could harm me.
I know I was created for such a time as this. That I was created to love big and honor God. I'm working and feeling through a lot of things.